S U C K S !

i have no idea why i am writing such a depressing post...normally i like to think of myself as a collected, together person, sure of what i want...

but then lately, i've come to think it's impossible to avoid confusion, no matter how much u grow up. in fact, growing up makes it all a lot more worse.

u are SUPPOSED to be mature, which means u are EXPECTED to be RESPONSIBLE. and being responsible means u have to THINK twice before acting, u have to be RESPECTFUL of others, which totally sucks!

i mean, remember the good old times when u can say and do anything, and people would just say, "oh, she's just a kid"? what im trying to say is, its better to stay a teenager because u can get away with ANYTHING...

depressing, and a commonly observed feeling, hence a typical post; i know...but then how does one avoid these things???